Wandering Spirit.......Lost forever.....

Damnation

2004-08-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

Damn...final year exam is coming..gonna be real busy liao
Damn...I need to study harder..means no time for all my site and blog layouts..downloading mp3s..watching most of the anime shows..computer..AND watching the Olympic 2004.."damned"..Hated myself...i cannot concentrate sia..I need silence..im lacking of time..feel so stressed up by all the homework..stuff that need to be done..CCA..Gahhh..i think im gonna get crazy liao..I still need time for Piano and Guzheng...wat da heck lo..my resting time is very little..Im expecting the serious system breakdown after final year exam
I cant even slack liao..damned..damn..damn..DAMN..
I shouldnt be here blogging..i should be studying my chinese now..i know..i score very badly for biology..almost the last few of the class.."saded"..I dunno how am i able to cope with sec 4 life..faint? got insane? probably end up in hospital for the insane..Cyberweek is coming..arghh..not excited about it at all..
I cant believe why my mp3 player cannot work anymore...-Cries-...i cannot part with it..its one of my best friends. Become very emotional these few days..really sorry to the few people whom i have offended...you should know who you are...Im really sorry....having headache again..gonna stop here..

Back from Camp!

2004-08-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Camp was well...quite ok..for the performance thing..the music stopped for the 1st 2 dance performances as there is something wrong with the CD player. We were all afriad that the last performance [my group's dance] the music will stop.. everyone of us, though listen to the song for such a long time but still couldnt sing and we couldnt continue with the dance without music.
Then there was a miracle, the music did not stop!..we were so happy when the dance ended!
We slept in the hall at night I'm glad that we have this rare privilge to sleep in the hall!..The aircon was cooling..the wooden floor was not as hard as cement floor!
The games..some parts were digusting..imagine you are going to put your face inside a tray of flour, water and mayonese mixture then open your mouth and reach for a sweet inside..you gonna puke for sure! Theres still mixtures like erm..wasabe peas, lemon and century egg, put into the juice mixer then you gonna drink it..i nearly vomited!
The piggy back game...i fell and lay flat on the floor twice when the person who carried me missed her step..it was fun anyway!
BBQ was nice..really..when you gonna bbq the food yourself! The Stingray was hot so i never eat it..i like the satay, cocktail, youtiao...
I don't want to sleep actually but was so tired that minutes after i say goodnight to my friend then fell alsleep le..i miss home and my computer so much..lol
Sometimes i just feel guilty over the things i have been selfish on.
The fruitsbasket episode today was so touching and sad..filled with encouragement..
I wonder who thinks i am selfish..noone really tells me the truth nowadays..i treasure my kiddy days where everyone speaks out their most precious, true, valuable, innocent inner feelings about someone or something no matter its a good or bad comment...I need that comment
Hmm..gonna stop here le..buaiz..

Pissed off

2004-08-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

Yes!...finally its friday tommorrow..i will be having cca camp and national day celebration in school..this means...no lessons!
The holiday continues until next tuesday...cool!
But got a lot of homework..sianz..
I need a new blog layout again..too lazy to do one myself..so yea..gotta find a new one in blogskins..
Btw did a new layout..Wanna be with you//~The links is at da navigation..please take a look and comment on it..thankies..^^ It took meh so long to think and find another picture for the layout..
Oh yea..i forget where i download my brushes..if its you or if you seen these brushes before..please tell me da link to it
For the dancing thing..guy needa where..red shirt..oh man..so yucky..
Girls wear pinaform with blue shirt over..red n blue..sounds funny..lol
Looking forward to da camp..hope we play ball games and such..
Tomorrow i will be seperated from my class...oh man..will miss them de leh..>.<
This saturday can watch gundam seed le...yesh!
okie gonna stop here liao..later my parents scold and nag again..

Retardedness

2004-08-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

Came back from NUS...feeling so tired..i dont feel like taking DnT Quiz tommorrow..
Hmm..readed some people's comments on other people's skin..
I dont think that taking part of people's code is illegal..because almost every layout code or blog code looks about the same..sometimes to get the same effect, the codes got to be the same...soo i feel odd when people accused each other of copying their codes. Its copyright if one really copy and paste the whole chunk of codes and only change the picture.
Also noticed one thing...most of the people from foreign countries are polite even when accusing of someone stealing the other's code...whereas..some people just have no manners...sad case.
Dont feel like going for EIA tommorrow..so tired..afterwards still got dance...haix
Gonna stop here and revise DnT le..

i,robot

2004-07-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

As usual, there is cca today..and know what? we waited there for about 4 hours for the instructor to come and in the end, he only talked for about 15 minutes and we get to go home..i wasted my 4 hours in school wondering, lurking around doing absolutely nothing. There is still dancing tommorrow, but too bad i cant attend..i have something on.
Went to watch i,robot in the afternoon at Bugis Junction. The movie is....well...ok la..but i yawned a lot of times through out and my mouth is quite "numb" actually, i was turning and turning in the cinema trying to get comfortable...lol..
The graphics is nice..awesome..but the story plan is..i dunno how to explain but..i give it a B-
The fonts on my 29 july post still wont change no matter what...im getting fustrated
I havent even started on any of my homework yet...die le..tommorrow i will be working like siao.
Missing lessons on tuesday because of cca..die again..missing art and DnT and we are doing assembling!..@_@
Geocities and Songjapan is still down!
I need geocities to do my coding...gahhh!..well actually..not really important
Did a new layout..featuring..anime!..i havent done the coding yet
I dont want to do my homework!
I need to rest...i need a break

Im waiting!

2004-07-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

Wee~its finally friday..fridays always rockx..hahax.
Tmr gonna watch i,robot.
Today got back chinese test...it was a disaster..im waiting to be scolded again..hah.
Today's lesson on biology was so interesting.
Geocities is down...gahhh...i need to do my contents!
I admit that the fonts on my previous post is funny..lol.
Still waiting for august to come so i can start counting the no of sms i sent again..
Today's geography test eat away all my glucose...i nearly fainted after finishing the test.
Still got a lot of homework left..art mainly..DnT..maths..
Both of my hamsters died..soo sad..dad was thinking of getting something else..
I strongly disagree..

Brain kana blackout

2004-07-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Today was a really busy day..maths and geography nearly make me faint.
I hate graphs! they are so complicated, made my brain digest all the glucose until a very little amount was left for other subjects..i nearly blackout sia..
Now i am experiencing financial problems of my own...
I think my sms over limit by about 800 and more?
o.o
Im preparing to get scolded next month when i get back the bill.
Tomorrow got geography test and my teacher gave us so much homework and its not relating to the topics that are being tested..o.o
Lesser time to go online because im just to lazy..i need to take afternoon naps..^^"
When i wake up, its 7pm and i need to eat dinner and study, absolutely no time to play computer.
Waiting for August to come so that i can start counting how many sms did i sent again
Im sure i wont get over limit the next time, i will make full use of my 700 free sms..hahax
It gets pretty boring when it comes to talking to yourself even online..
I talk to myself when i am at home..im such a loner.
School is so competative...i need a break seriously.
I need air..my brain is lacking of oxygen.
I missed the bus today and was standing in the same position for 15 minutes before the next bus came!?!..i nearly got stuck there.
I havent even touch my webbie for about a month?!? when im i gonna finish the content..
Exams are up again when we have just finished one round of it? im thinking are we robots or not
I wanna watch i,robot..ella enchanted..king arthur
My cca got dancing for sec4 farewell..i luv it...hahax..at least that was something fun than sitting down all the time.
I need to relate my craps and stuff to people...ani1 care to text me a msg?

Woot~

2004-07-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

Woot~ its finally friday..hahax..today my group did the teaching of chapter 22 in textbook.
I was so quiet all along..at first i felt scared but then i became bored eventually.
Experienced Extreme Rollercoaster during the skit [my group members, you all should now what i meant]
Found sumthing from sumones blog...final fantasy advert children offical website..lol..i knew about it long ago..but too lazy to go search for it..but aniway heres it Click here
It made mi remember about the FF Advert children DVD..haiz..hope it will be released in Singapore sooon..
Its all in Japanese..so if you do not know this language, guess you will have to figure out what does the content says yourself..
I just simply love all the music inside Final Fantasy...

Hell

2004-07-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

Got back chemistry papers...haix...the marks so low..im gonna buck up on that.
Now..trying to think about the scripts for the chinese lesson tommorrow
Im doing character study in chinese...gahhhh..this is so tough..
Now listening to Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden
I recommand this to people...cox this song is sho nice!! [probably not to you]
Today the aerobis very nice..i enjoy doing it..even though the steps are kinda like those 70s hip hop ^^"

Part of da lyrics:

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

haha..im just bored..nothing much to type..

Gosh...

2004-07-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

Wheee...science test finally over..whew..i even fell alsleep yesterday while studying my science..haha..first time i have ever fell alsleep while studying for a test or exam.
Miss Chan bought me the ticket for the school musical...it was like OMG?
I felt so paiseh...
My website..haiz..still got a lot of contents to be updated..i dont think i've got enough time for it.
There are 3 tests next week!..its getting the hell out of me..damn
Now my mind is flooded with homework, test..
Now i've got...no time to play pc games, no time to take afternoon nap, le-sss-er time to watch tv and haha..still the same amount of time is given for using da computer.
Actually, my saturday was set aside for my tv programmes...now..its for cca..i just simply hate my cca time slot..i have to catch all the tv shows from 10am until 2pm!!..and i missed all except one![one only leh..i have got 7 shows to watch!?!]because of my cca. I still prefer to have cca on thursday..
And im such a childish person...i watch kids central on saturday..lolx!
Gonna stop here cox i have no more craps to talk about le..

Backieeee....

2004-07-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

Woot~...back now again...bwahahahah
Now all in my head is...website and homework and homework..
I did a New blogger Skin
Featuring Evanescence
You people reading my blog Muz go and rate it!!!
My webbie now half finish..havent upload all the contents yet
Now so many tests...so busy
Im slacking too..haiz..
Muz score 70% at least for HCL, eng, maths, science leh..den overall average must be 70% at least then can get in pure science...so tough..haiz
Then to study two pure sciences..muz get at least 65% for those things leh..
I wanna die liao
Going under by Evanescencefits my feelings now..

Gahhhh....

2004-07-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm..long time never post le
Reason becox....
Blogger is so busy that it takes such a long time to see any changes
Website is down again
Reason....
I hate my layout again and wanna do a new one again
I cant find a new picture for my webbie again
cox im out of inspiration again
also becox...tests are coming again and im slacking too
Im going crazy again...haiz..
Tmr ish my birthday!!!
Woot~...i dun tink anyone remembers...bleh
Oh ya....congrats to Greece who is the Euro Cup 2004 Champion!!
I thinks its a bit late...
Now..American Cup 2004 just started and i get to miss all the matches
because it usually held at 4am, 6am, 8am...so on
and i need to go to school unless on saturdays and sundays
So i missed the chance
Athens Olmpics is coming up on 14 August 2004
Good luck to all the contestants...
I shall stop here...

FeElInG DoWn...

2004-06-22T14:14:00.000+08:00

Feeling down yesterday..becox thought of something..
Thanx wm for telling me all sorts of "dao li"...lolx!^^
Aniwae..did some blogskins for bloggers..ya.
Because im bored like hell
And whoopers!...i got a new godbro!..gary
Keep on hearing Hikki's First love...probably..tts what
Im feeling right now?
Gundam seed 4th opening rocks!!
Now for a homework review..:3
Left:
Chinese cheng yu
revise chemistry
D&T

Finished: English compo
English compre
English vocab
physics worksheet
literature character study
maths homework
lian bi
literature love poem
Story book
jian bao

Dnt im nearly half way thru..i thought of what i wanna do le
Theme ish..well sumones fav!..haha..left you all to guess
Teehee..
Wanna change my blogskin..but cannot find ani i like
Too lazy to do one also..cox i still got my webbie still on
HAITUS..cox im lazy..havent even choose a webbie layout
Guess im using erm...tables ba for the next one
Anime/Games theme as usual or probably avril
Please rate my blogskins!..Thankies very much!!

Just Back..

2004-06-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Malaysia, Port Dickson
The church camp was "just great"
everyday at least 5 hrs of praise and worship
At least 45 minutes of singing
Summore i in sec 2 le..must join the youth group sia
But i dun wan..the people there all very the...
I also dun wan act P6 go join EKC
so join the adult
During morning praise and worship..i mearly slept
1st day-swim
2nd day-swim
3rd day-tennis, swim
Dun my friend ever got tired of swimming? lolx

Homework..
Left:
Chinese cheng yu
jian bao
revise chemistry
D&T

Finished: English compo
English compre
English vocab
physics worksheet
literature character study
maths homework
lian bi
literature love poem
Story book

Dark Saturday

2004-06-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

My hamster died today...
Though is my father help me feed, clean the cage and blah blah de
But i got feelings for it..
so sad
I was sleeping when my father suddenly told me the bad news
Did you know how cubby, fat and cute it was?
Too bad i didn't have even a picture of it haiz...
Today in the morning go macdonals to have breakfast
Stupid milo spilled onto my pants...gah!!
I even got double check its locked tight ok!
got that stupid stain on my pants..luckily its not visible
Then go bookshop to buy the necessary things i needed for my schoolwork
Watched Gundam seed
Athrun and Lacs was not even stead...they are just engaged because their father said so
Damn lah....
Athrun should not be with her...lolx..anyway in the end..they are not together
Just found out...channel i got detective conan
Bad news is...same time slot at Gundam Seed
Both my favourite Cartoon...haiz..
when kids central got advertisement...i switch to channel i
Then vice versa..haiz...

Homework..
Left: Story book
Chinese cheng yu
jian bao
revise chemistry
D&T

Finished: English compo
English compre
English vocab
physics worksheet
literature character study
maths homework
lian bi
literature love poem

Re:Bloody Movie

2004-06-11T09:16:00.000+08:00

Ohh yea..forget to review the movie-Harry potter here
It was so disappointing
What bloody ending was that?
Cant they choose someone taller to be dumbedore [or hows the name spelt]
The story line was so bad
They only show Qudditch at the part where harry got attack by demetors- less than 10 mins
The director isn't good at connecting the parts
Malfoy became such a scary cat
Hermonine and Ron are still as great as before
Some parts are quite funny..[bloody chicken], [hermonine hits malfoy]...so on
Tom[malfoy] became more handsome!
People..i urge you see and then critise about it...hahax..im evil
Homework..
Left: Story book
Chinese cheng yu
lian bi
jian bao
literature love poem
revise chemistry
D&T

Finished: English compo
English compre
English vocab
physics worksheet
literature character study
maths homework
Now: surfing net to find love poems and get inspired by them
then i will start my own.
Probably bring my story book with me to malaysia..i have read finish that..just to revise in case i forgot cox i read it in march holidays.
Chemsitry things would be brought along too.
The Chinese cheng yu will also come along
The other chinese homework targeted to be done before i go off
The D&T will be left to be done in the last week of holidays

Bloody Movie

2004-06-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

Today..go airport and sent chrystal off..
Reach airport..at the burger king there..saw a group of guys around 17-18 years old
They kept looking at me...i also look back at them..lol
After then i knew its chrystal's sister's friends
They den went to the counter..gave chrystal a hug..there she goes..
Then the problem is...those guys still looking at us..chrystal say that b4 she went off
I miss her...
After that went to TM to meet my dear
He bought the Harry Potter movie ticket..i never pay..feel so guilty
12 pm den start leh...he bought at that time ish 10.30am
soz..shop until 12 lo..half way..i got stomach ache..i ren until very long
until half way movie..i cant ren le...rush to toliet sia
Then inside so cold..we were shivering
the two guys beside meh wear jackets!
so jealous...
He gimme a bracelet!
After that went home...cox i requested
on the way home in the purple line train
actually saw this guy waiting 4 the train already
den in the train...i saw him too...soz..keep looking lo
den our eyes met...after a while i turn back..he oso
before he alight at farrer park..he looked at my direction ba
i turned back cox dun wan give "electic shock" to that guy..he seemed so innocent...lolx
i dun wanna be a bitch..thats why

The dead awakens

2004-06-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Bleh..back from Toa Payoh 8 hours later
Took my new specs le...i look weird
nebermind
when reaching the mrt to cross the road
saw alot of "men"
heck care
i squeezed through
Saw one guy from a nearby school infront of meh
He quite handsome
But got 6 earholes on the left ear..o.O
After that back home le..
I took an afternoon nap..even had a bad dream..hahax
Sms my friend n bf
both never reply...walao..so long liao
around 3 hours le..havent reply
Still waiting now.....wanna rot le

100% awake

2004-06-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

Its 2.20am now and i cant get to sleep...
Probably too excited for tommorrow-getting my new specs
Or maybe thursday..sending my friend off, she's migrating to Australia..
She's lucky eh?
Maybe watching Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban..or maybe not
Depends on my luck lorz..
Haiz...
Holiday homework still left D&T, Chinese and Literature Poem havent do yet..
Argh!! will anyone help meh with the poem?? It gets the hell outta meh
Oh yea and chinese as well..teehee
D&t...erm...i dunno what design i wanna make for the camtoy..thinking of it screws up meh brain..
Kinda grounded like that..when i say i go out with friends..she wants their telephone numbers sia!..kns la
Now already exam over..i got improve k..still wanna ground meh!
My parents dunno that i'm online now..i creeped into my father's room to switch on the internet connections..hahax..
Creeps like a cat...so quiet now..
Can try to be assassin next time.-grins-
I'm very proud..teehee.
Oh ya..btw snatched the bgmusic from someone's blog
If you think its you..email meh..or thru msn to ask me to take it off

New place.....new look

2004-06-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

Moving my blog over here...tataz..the older address shall be my website.
I like this layout cox..its simple, nice and yupx..simple ish the main thing.
Okie, this is my first time using other people's layout design.
-so proud- I did my website layout myself!..i did not copy other people's work.
Reason i did not use blogspot at first...
1. Blurred by the posting, settings..blah..blah
2. Yeah im stupid
3. HTML rocks more
4. @___@ can't make my own layout becox of the watever blogger tags
5. Dun wanna strain my eyes and waste my time to figure it out
But now i know how to use le..thus im moving my blog here.
Its really easy to use..cox im working less harder at posting my entires now..teehee.
Anywayz
Thanx to H2O for this pretty and simple layout